doctors of islamic origins are frequently abused, to say the least in areas related to whom? and where? and why? who are you trying to help and how and why are you there is it for the reason you said is it to help others know who they are and who have been yours? i do not know you if i do not have you, and so when i said i'm your friend i meant it, so did you call me recently and for what reason was i called recently is it because i am unworthy? have i not been called yet? it is not necessary to be called, when you are the person involved, so when they come, remember this you are a good person, and that's all i needed to say, as there are individuals in areas of medicine dedicated to hurting islamic doctors and a medical degree can be purchased, and also notes can be fabricated, so when you see the following, remember me and why i did this; this individual is scaring me, he is making strange pronouncements, and is saying his words a bit differently, i think he's acting weird again, i want just to be safe someone with me and that someone to be my friend and colleague someone who you have known intimately and it means well to say, "thank you. your job is done." When the Time comes, remember it is over already, so when the sky is over and rainfalls are more prevalent remember that i haven't forsaken anyone on earth except for nature and those most natural to nature, so when your nature is naturally disoriented, then what of your orientation, your speciality, your knowledge. is it powerful? is it meaningful? then why did i say this; i am not a friend to an enemy, and is my enemy always my friend, well, yes, you are my friend and my enemy, someone I hated so i could know you, someone i loved, that would be you, not you, You and that reason for me is You only so when i say i only am reasonable through God and for God then I have been good and Godly and that's all i wanted in life, so take what i have to say and it was given to you freely, thank you for working for God with me, not against, but with, and as I said before, I don't lie, nor steal, nor am prone to slothfulness and as you said many times abuse is not good it is not Godly it is simply an impediment like many others, so when you said, "I am an impediment to your earthly success," did it matter that I haven't been successful on earth, or does it matter more that you have been successful on earth, so the many people have injured me during this time of war are known now to be avoided and shunned, like you did to me at the church, and known and shun like you did to me at the mosque, and known and shun like you did to me at homes, and known and shun like you did to me, you shielded me, rescued me, carried me, and that's all I wanted to reach God the right way, correctly and always, without fail and through and with those who me best, the people in charge of this operation, the people who knew me best growing up and still today, the people of the United Kingdom led me this way, and it was correct, so to see God and to see Him Clearly, through the Eyes of the kindest people alive.