thoughts:
what you need: vitamins and energy? no, just be yourself, if things aren't working find something to change, and death is never worth it because you can sleep it off
if your bad, it's probably best to go off the deep end, as they say, as there's a probability of a better afterlife, as life isn't one choice, but several
it's fun
i'd say
a new stereo or headphone but those make some feel funny, and each sounds different
a new streaming service, as that might be your thing, there's hulu, you're not supposed to use netflix
video games are for kids, i'm sure, i don't, maybe the old ones to twiddle my thumbs, but never, so i recommend xbox game pass, which is streaming video games
internet is supposed to be 5g home internet, like so no weirdo comes and goes and because that much speed is never necessary
find friends you know and trust and know again to know and maybe not, maybe a solitary life of looking for the next joy is worth it, to rectify sadness, and edit then and perform when joyful (a mess of words? then fix it)
don't go on things that make you feel bad, i don't like social media, it's a dangerous scam find a creative interest pursue it to explore and create your emotions and make yourself valuable
money isn't happiness nor a new home, as your brain is your always home, wherever, so make that happy
alcohol kills as do drugs, they're distractions and
